carnagecandyangel

Ever on and on I continue circling With nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony Till slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing And suddenly I see that I can't break free— I'm Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony To tell me who I am, who I was Uncertainty enveloping my mind Till I can't break free And Maybe it's a dream; maybe nothing else is real But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel So I'm tired of all the pain, all the misery inside And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night You can tell me what to say; you can tell me

"I don't love you/Like I loved you/Yesterday…" Gerard felt his hand quiver around the microphone as he ended the song. The last notes of the guitars hung in the air and Gerard couldn't stop shaking. He was supposed to say something to thank the fans and end the concert, but he couldn't speak for fear of his voice quavering as he held back tears. It was the end for him and Frank. There was no going back. His trembling hand tried to set the microphone back in the stand, but it shook so badly he couldn't do it. He cussed under his breath and dropped the fucking thing. He felt eyes on him. The band was staring, the fans silent. Gerard coul